Nazem Kadri knew for a while he might get caught in the trade winds swirling around the salary cap-squeezed Maple Leafs.
That doesn't make his departure any easier.
The veteran centre was dealt by Toronto to the Colorado Avalanche on Monday night in a four-player deal that saw defenceman Tyson Barrie go the other way.
"It's tough," Kadri said on a conference call Tuesday. "Toronto's been home. I've experienced a lot of great experiences and some not so good, and battled a lot of adversity.
"The fans have been amazing to me ... it's hard."
The 28-year-old said what he's most proud of when reflecting on his decade with the Leafs is how the team grew from bottom-feeder to contender.
"Just watching the evolution, it was amazing," he said. "I was there when we were one of the worst teams in the league. To transition to one of the best, it's been a long process. "
Kadri's disappointment at leaving the franchise that drafted him seventh overall in 2009, nurtured him during tough times, and one he helped get back to respectability and beyond shouldn't be taken as a slight against his new team.
Quite the opposite.
"It wasn't really my first choice," he said of being traded. "But at the end of the day the Colorado Avalanche are going to be contenders for many, many years to come."
"That makes this a lot easier."