Financial operations strategy and transformation. Its a great job, tons of flexibility (just spent a month in Italy with my wife as she is a teacher and gets summers off), great pay, great career potential. So I dont wake up loathing anything, its honestly a very fortunate position.
I just want to say - wow. Its great to have everyone here just be honest in response with a slew of different suggestions

Very blessed to have a supportive group on this forum.
I am planning to set up time with a doctor to just talk about some of my physical and mental changes lately. Im feeling more lethargic and apathetic to everything, which could be some chemical imbalance in my body (just turned 30 this month). Im hoping its nothing serious, but Im taking it seriously, especially after reading some suggestions from you all.
Regarding hobbies, I do need to find one that I can do independently. I have always thought about reading more, Im very analytical, so pushing into some theoretical material has always been interesting for me. I'll have to see what connects with me on a trip to Barnes & Noble!
Thank you all, if you are comfortable with it I may follow up in here with some hobby results in the future.