Actually, D really suits me. When I played soccer, I always played D because it's always been my style to hang behind the play and keep everything in front of me. Whenever I play forward positions, I feel like there's too much going on that I can't see, and I also feel like you do a lot of work which results in nothing. I also feel like I'm always involved in the play both defensively and offensively (I love the anticipation of knowing that they're about to throw it up the boards on your side when you're trying to hold the blueline), and the play is always coming to me. At the same time, though, I do feel a little guilty when skilled guys take me on 1-on-1, which basically is the equivalent of a pylon stick-handling drill at this point for them, and I know that my partner basically always has to cover for me on what is typically a 2-on-1. For some infuriating reason, I just can't skate fast enough to keep up with guys, so I either get beat trying or take a shot at poke-checking them.
On the other hand, I took one shift at forward in my first game, and had a point-blank scoring chance where I got robbed, so there is a lingering desire to try forward again and see if I can score one. I'm hoping I can sate that scoring appetite from the blueline at some point. I've had a shot on net from the point in both games so far.