How motivating is the struggle that was last season? Or does it need to just be behind you.
It’s not about motivation. It was horrible. I can’t be happy about it. I’m never going to be happy. But now, looking back, it was a huge, ginormous life experience. It wasn’t going my way, and it was hard to get out of, and we never got out of it until the season ended. That’s an experience I never want to go through again. I don’t even like to think about it. It’s the taste, the feel. It’s horrible. But maybe it’s a good thing because it’s an experience. you know, of what can happen in an athlete’s life. It wasn’t one day, one week or a month off. It was a lot of games, a long time.
To me, motivation is different. I have my own plans in my head. That’s different. I have people who doubted me. They’ve doubted me, and I’m going to show they that they’re f—ing wrong. That’s my motivation. I’m not done here. I have a lot of plans here. I won’t tell you them. Enough talking. I’m not going to talk much, I just want to work. I just want to have fun. I want to enjoy happy moments with my family and my teammates. Other people who doubt me and they’ve showed me that, I will never forget them and I’m going to show them that they’re wrong.
Elvis, you’re one of many players on this roster who come into the season, I’m sure, believing they have more to show than what we saw last season. How obvious is that energy in the dressing room now as training camp gets underway?
I won’t give you any promises. I won’t talk anymore. This summer, I changed mentally. But I got tired of listening to other people say how I should be or how I should act. I’m going to come back and I am already back to the Elvis that I am. I’m gonna be cocky and arrogant like I was when I showed up here, when I really didn’t give a s— about other peoples’ opinions. The opinions that matter are from my wife, my crazy son and my coaches.
Have you assigned any goals to this season?
(Smiles) I remember when you and I were sitting at the Starbucks (in New Albany for an interview two years ago) and I told you I was going to bring the Vezina (to honor the legacy of Matiss Kivlenieks). I will get that f—ing Vezina one day. The people like to make fun. They like to laugh. ‘Oh, horrible season, where’s the Vezina?’ I didn’t say next year. I didn’t say tomorrow. There’s work to do. Step by step. And the people who doubted me, I’m going to show them that they are wrong. This is on me. As you said, there are many of us with something to prove. We are happy to be back.
There have been a lot of changes in this organization. We are forgetting about the s—show that happened last year. We’re moving on. We’re trying to enjoy each single hockey moment while we are here. It’s working hard, practicing hard, playing hard. We’re going to help each other. We support each other. The locker room is awesome right now. So much positive energy. I’m happy that there is positive energy, finally. It’s not the s—show it was last season. Now it’s colorful and positive.