I wish you all the best and hope the break is what you need to help you recover. Just be careful about Skip the dishes, etc., you are a considered a business and there is a lot to look into before going ahead like insurance, tax to be paid back. People I know who have done those types of jobs say it isn't worth it, a big headache come tax time.
There are so many suffering from mental health issues, our world is tough. My heart goes out to all who are struggling. Therapy helps but it is expensive if you don't have a plan, and even if you do, it runs out way too soon.