tolleson said he doesn’t know why anthopoulos accused him of quitting.
“i have a wife and two kids, and over the last three months i haven’t had an opportunity to be with them because of my injuries, going from doctor to doctor, from florida to buffalo, and travelling with the buffalo team, trying to focus on getting healthy,†tolleson said.
“if i would have wanted to quit, i would have gone home to be with my family.â€
tolleson batted .253 in 109 games for the jays last year and .268 in 19 games before his injury this season. He said this summer has been the most difficult of his 11-year pro career.
“i would be lying to you if i didn’t say this course of injuries has broken me down as a person — it broke me down to tears quite a few times,†he said.
Asked whether he was medically fit to play when the jays designated him for assignment, he said he would have played if he was healthy.
“the players’ union and the commissioner’s office are sharing facts and sorting all that out,†he said. “if i was medically ready to play, anyone who knows me, the 25 guys in the (jays’) clubhouse, and the 40 or so who have been through the club in the triple-a clubhouse in buffalo, will tell you about my desire to play this game.â€
tolleson said he has been taking batting practice with the buffalo club for the past week and has tested his hamstring successfully in drills over the past few days. He said he is “very close†to being able to play again.
He was disappointed that his strained relationship with the jays had become public, he said, especially in light of the the positive vibes created by the “amazing tam†anthopoulos has constructed.