I ****ing love this guy. I just started accepting that he was no longer a part of this team.
A true class act. A player that I absolutely love. If he stayed here then he probably would have ended up as my favourite athlete of all time but for now he'll have to be number 2. I am going to miss defending him all the time and I probably still will defend him even though he is the enemy. I remember waking up at 2 in the morning to watch him and the United States play in the World Championships. I didn't watch the Canadian games but I watched every US game because of him. The biggest dork in the world but that is part of why I love him. Not a very talented or skilled player but so damn smart. Top 15 defensive forward in the league and if you disagree with that then you're wrong. I remember reading in the Free Agency thread that he signed with the Blues and then I turned my head to TSN and they were reporting it. My heart sank and honestly I haven't felt pain and emotion like that in a long time. A lot of stuff has happened in my personal life recently but nothing has made me as depressed as Pauly leaving us.
My heart is broken and I'm not afraid to admit that I did cry and I probably will cry some more. As much as I hate the Blues, I wish Paul all the best. I know he will never read this but I'll never forget those eight years that he was here.
****, this hurts so much.