This whole situation is just crazy,
I really admire Kobe. Not only for what he did on the court, but for how he seemed to be growing off the court. I know he had his issues, but that doesn't mean a man can't change, and it certainly seemed like he had.
Now, I am not going to sit here and say Kobe had a large influence on my life. I mean, yelling "Kobe" when I shoot a piece of trash in the garbage isn't going to be the same, but he wasn't like a source of inspiration for me personally. But that doesn't mean I didn't respect him and realize what he did for the game of basketball.
For me, this has me more "shook" than anything. When a celebrity dies randomly, it's always pretty crazy. But this is Kobe freakin' Bryant. He's a dude I figured would live forever. But the fact that he was alive 24 hours ago, but is no longer with us... it's just a scary thought. It can happen to anyone, at any time, and that is what has me shook the most. Also, as someone trying to have kids myself, it's just a gut punch thinking about what his wife has to go through right now. I can't even imagine.
This is sad for everyone involved, and for all those who have been and will be impacted by these kinds of things. But it hits different when it's someone like this or someone close to you, because you realize you're not untouchable, regardless of who you are.