I used to be annoyed by Gary V but have turned the corner on him (again) watching his videos. He's so not like these other "rich" Instagram dudes (V is actually rich) who preach sacrificing everything for money; he wants his viewers to find what they like and do that instead because happiness owns all and compares it to him being happy about working long days and doing everything he does but knowing it's not for everyone.
and then I started thinking -- well f***, I'm so disengaged at school that I find myself in a dilemma of pretty much only going and finishing because a) my grandparents will be happy and b) they'll help me with my loans which are already stupid and I still have two years left after this one even though I want to do the firefighting still, and I've recently gotten the pull to try and go train to wrestle again, even if just to take one bump to say I did it because I feel like later in life I'd really regret not at least trying it.
moral of the story, I still don't like school and I'm not happy yet -insert red face angry emoji here-