Hey shoutsout man, getting sober was the best thing, and the most difficult thing I have ever done, glad to see that you have done the same as well. It really all does start with wanting to get better as you said. You have to accept the fact that you are not in a place that you want to be, and make the best decisions you can, with a goal in mind (in both cases, getting better).
The real addict move for the state of our team would be to not accept the fact that we suck, and bandaid fixing the issues, instead of actually solving them. Hard decisions have to be made in both cases.