I'll try not to go too off the rails but basically with this "down time" due to working from home it's time to get more into the gym as long as the gym doesn't shut down. There have been way less people at the gym so I'll take it.
Recently I've had two "romantic failures" in my life. One from someone I've known recently who I had a lot in common with and was really into fitness. When I laid it all out there and the response wasn't positive, I knew there'd be no coming back. The other is from someone I've had a thing for for a very long time who lives very far away but in this day and age there are ways around it and working remote. That's more hazy but in any event it's essential to work out more right now because the feeling of these two things is a lot to take in and deal with all while having a very stressful job and with everything going on.
Even though I feel really mentally drained and down from this, I'm trying my best to intermittent fast, eat relatively well when I do eat, and go to the gym. I'm hoping it will get me out of this funk and lead to good things.
The main point of the diatribe is look: sometimes you're not going to feel 100% or want to go to the gym but going in and getting something done is better than skipping all together. Not every workout needs to be a cross fitness, PX 90, interval training and 5 mile run masterpiece. Do what you can handle and the rest will take care of itself. Don't max out just lift and do good reps even if it's at 40-50% and your body will remember it if you keep it up.
Even if it's 45-60 min 4x a week rather than 2-3x a week at two hours each.
I've already lost weight because I haven't been eating as much but I'm hoping to go back to my mid-20s toneness.