Thanks Bonkie. Will keep it in mind. For now I have to survive what's left of law school...
I think it is the school grind getting to me. I've been in school since September 2013. I haven't had anything more than a 2 week break since then. It's depressing always thinking about school and always having to study. It's literally impossible to be "fully" prepared for an exam. There's always something extra you can do. Maybe I just gotta accept that?
I think my future lies in Law in one way or another. It's what I've had in mind from high school, everyone tells me I should be there (I know that's not very important), and it's where my gut is at. I'm also in law school so might as well finish... I think it's a question of what I do with it though.
Fellow law student here.
I was really stressed out in 1L as well. At U of T (at least last year), we had 5 full year courses and then 5 100% exams in April. It was the most anxiety-ridden month of my academic career. But it passed, and honestly the experience wasn't terrible outside of that one month.
In terms of preparing for exams, it's a crap shoot. I went to class, did my readings, briefed my cases, and then prepared summaries before each exam. This honestly worked out really well for me (and my worst class ended up being the one in which I used someone else's summary). Like you said, you will never be fully prepared for a fact-pattern type exam (assuming that is what you are dealing with). I just did my best to know the holdings and bring the course themes together in a summary.
Law is one of those careers where you really do need to love your work (I know it's cliche, but it applies here). If you are working at a full service firm, you will be working long hours (this varies by market of course). I think the worst part is the unpredictability of it all: one month can be quiet as hell, and then the next month you are in your office for days at a time. It's an industry of peaks and valleys and I think most lawyers need to be OK with a certain lack of control.
I don't know much about IP or notarial law. Again, I think geography is probably more important than practice area. An IP lawyer doing commercial litigation in New York (or even Toronto) is going to work extremely long hours, for example. Moreover, IP tends to come more naturally to people with a science background (this has always been a problem for me - I used to be really attracted to IP but have cooled off over the years).
I just accepted a summer position at a full service Bay Street firm and I'm coming to terms with things as well. I'll most likely be doing transactional work 80+ hours a week (at least for the start of my career). It puts law school in perspective: it's stressful and it's hard, but it's a hell of a lot more flexible than actually being a lawyer.
If it helps, I'm doing a combined JD/MBA and my first year of business school has been much worse than my 1L year (so things could be worse). Law school is full of very smart, interesting people, and the material is actually engaging. Plus, people tell me it gets way better in 2L and 3L (here's hoping).
Sorry for rambling. Law school does that to people. If you want to chat more shoot me a PM.