TL; DR:
There will be plenty of time to discuss the off-season in the coming weeks, but for now I want to reflect on what this fleeting moment is, and how the efforts of mountains have produced just a funny little mouse.
RANT:
The thing that feels so bad about this loss in particular is that it isn't just an under-manned team putting in a lackluster effort facing difficult odds. There is so much more to it. This is 12 years of building slowly unraveling. This is a streak of 3 straight elimination games met with efforts. This is the rise and fall of our first draft pick, a dramatically unraveling elite center man. This is Buff abandoning this core of players, only to reveal bare cupboards and poor scouting (pro and amateur) in his wake. This is two lost years of Hellebuyck's prime wasted on non-playoff teams. This is the amazing sweep of the Oilers followed by the embarrassing sweep by the underdog Habs. This is rebuilding your d-core only to allow them to be coached by a guy who hadn't had this team playing with integrity for several years. This is that coach inexplicably quitting on his team, an unprecedented event, and flushing another season down the toilet (one that was already circling the drain). This is winning the draft lottery, drafting the most exciting young sniper in a decade, only to continue the downward metamorphosis, trading him for an inconsistent, seemingly spoiled, centremen who doesn't want to play for your team, who cannot drive a line, and who has shrunk when the team most needed him (yes, Laine was clearly flawed as well). This is finally again getting a coach that seemed to draw the best out of his players! ...for half a season before a cratering 21 game slide that revealed all the old issues that plagued this team for the previous 6 years. This is a remarkable game 1, where our elite players looked like elite players, followed by injury after injury after injury. This is the last chance of a core that we have discussed and argued about for over a decade, following their World Juniors performances, stat watching their amateur seasons, watching them play for the Moose. Everything seemed to be coming together again, for a final charge, but it all ended with a soft, whimper. A shallow gasp at a stroke of bad luck. There is so much threaded into this one loss it's making my head spin.
I don't post much, but still say thanks to all you fellas and ladies for sharing the insanity of pro sports in a small market with me.
This says it all. I feel completely empty as a fan of the Winnipeg Jets for the first time ever since I started following the Atlanta Thrashers. It feels like my time as an NHL fan kind of ends right here. It started with the time around the rumours of Atlanta being sold to Winnipeg, the excitment of the idea to me, finally going to have a team that competes every year, has a die hard fan base, everything you'd want from your hockey obsession. It would be a long and rocky road but Game 1 of the preseason, when Buff crushed 3 Blue Jackets in the first shift alone and Winnipeg went completely NUTS, I knew, this was gonna be good. What hurts the most to me is exactly what you described - the entire process of following the drafts of Scheifele, Lowry, Trouba, Hellebuyck, Ehlers, Connor, Laine - watching their junior records, week in and week out, watching their paths to the NHL and ... it didn't lead to anything. At least not for the Winnipeg Jets.
Evander Kane tracksuit was the beginning of the end. We just didn't knew back then. "Winnipeg has a problem" was written in articles, in online threads etc. They were right. It maybe grew to something way bigger than it was but this core never had it to actually go all the way. The writing was on the wall for years. So many players left or didn't want to stay longer as they had to. Buff just... gave up. The guy that seemed dedicated the most when on the ice for years, how looked like the obvious emotional leader pretty much every night out there. He knew. He's never gonna say it publibly because it wouldn't look good at all but honestly I'm convinced by now: Buff knew and since he knew it wasn't gonna happen and he wasn't gonna make the commitment anymore and just left.
Maurice, even though he wasn't the right coach for this core, knew as well IMO. He tried to give it all right up until the end. Maurice isn't a bad coach, I think he just needs the right team and I am not talking player style here, I am talking the right kind of people. But at the end, he had to give it up, probably for his own sanity. Same reason why Buff had to give it up. For his own sanity.
This organization had EVERYTHING you'd want, it was not out of accident that The Hockey News put them on their cover back then saying "Your Stanley Cup Champions 2018".
To get back to the beginning: I'm not saying I'm gonna stop being a Jets fan but I NEED to see the right moves this summer before I can start caring again. I might need to step away even further, before I can tackle another 10 years of new era. Doing it all over again. The drafts, the prospect watching, the crappy 640p OHL/WHL streams, the WJCs, the sucking and feeling excited because we looked good against another good team with a rebuilding team... I didn't think it would feel this crushing to start the entire cycle again, back when Buff crushed those two Blue Jackets players. But how could I?