At this point, I can’t care anymore.
Only thing I’m feeling is fatigued disinterest.
Tired of the same disappointment and bullshit, where it feels we as fans care more than the players do.
I feel bad for my kids, who just know heartbreak and disappointment following this team, and I can already see them starting to put a pin in them.
My youngest has stopped wearing his jerseys and asked me this morning to take the flags off the car and the flag on the garage, while my older didn’t even bother watching the game at any point last night…..
Every year it feels I care less and less during the season because every year this team proves it doesn’t mean a damn thing.
Now I just want the season to end and let the axe fall wherever it’s going to fall.
Considering how long I’ve lived and cheered for this team, it’s a really crappy way to feel at this point in my life and this stage…