Watching the players and Waddell talk yesterday was one of the hardest things to watch. You know, you see in text these statements put up and you read them in your head, but then you actually see everyone talking, or trying to, and just, you see them absolutely heartbroken. You know how special Johnny is to all of them, vets, kids, all of them. You see how not ok they all are, even Waddell, and you can see its going to be a long time before they get there.
And that picture of Sillinger at the vigil, that nearly broke me, that poor kid, any of these guys, going through this once, twice, multiple times.
Every other team is just running business as usual, and here, everythings frozen, and its not going to be normal again anytime soon.
I hope somehow, some way Johnny and Matthew were able to see that last night, how much 2 cities love them, and are going to miss them, and make sure they are never forgotten.