I wasn't a cynic back in the day. I use to be on HabFans I was always happy with Carbo's habs. Loving the comeback kids and listening to CJAD online with my dad on game nights. However there were realists on that board that weren't happy the habs could barely manage to make the playoffs, despite injuries and an actual lack of talent. But the announcing was good, I got excited just being able to listen to games on the regular instead of once a week on french TV, or the few times a year you could catch a non toronto game on TSN in English. Chat about it on a forum.
Anyway I got tired of what I thought was negativity, and a few posters bending over backwards for our young Dman PK something. When we should have traded him and kept that Macdonut kid. Or some other asset. I didn't like PKs D game much and some thought I was a racist for it. Laughable to say the least. I lurked for a while on HFB. Finally registering and making the odd comment till I felt more comfortable posting. Here I later got labeled as a PK fanboy, after the trade. Again not true, just realistic that weber wasn't the holy grail of hockey and we needed different assets to improve the team, which at the time PK could have fetched, or at least been packaged to get.
The main difference is we went from the late 90's early 00's terribleness to a better club. You are hopeful for your team. Maybe this chip guy can be a good 3rd liner and Higgins looks like a future captain. Ribs, Theo solid in their positions. We had Komisarek, Markov and Souray as our top D men.
Habs had a few ups, a few downs. Had an awesome year that was spoiled with injuries when Gainey went balls in with Lang and Tanguay. Cleaned house and got some great vets while leaving a few fan favs hung out to dry. Made the ECF but was a disaster afterwords making that house cleaning look bad.
Gauthier made some bad PR blunders but was working to improve the team in his own way. There were too many holes to patch on the habs, and bad contracts we needed to ditch. Markovless habs look like dog turd, but I was on this board and doing my best to polish this team, because we still had some potential.
Rookies didn't look terrible, Markov coming back gave some hope, getting rid of dud contracts a lot of hope with the open cap space. Crash and burn seasons we might be picking top 5 for the first time in a long while.
New GM...WTF Therrein? Well he will only be here for a year or two while we rebuild. Man this team looks pretty good with that rookie line and we can probably can move Desharnais and a pick for an asset. Made the ECF, new contracts coming up but...6 years all downhill. That leads to a LOT of cynicism. Hard to be an optimist when you are missing the playoffs even with the NHL pulling the mightiest bullshit ever to shoe horn Chi and Montreal into the playoffs.
I now know why the old timers that saw great Hab teams weren't satisfied with how terrible the habs were. Just making the playoffs for them wasn't good enough. Missing the playoffs was horrible. Missing two in a row was unthinkable.
Now I can only remember 3 SCF appearances 86, 89, 93. I am a little too young to have many memories of our cup runs in the lates 70's or earlier. But I do remember the excitement of 86, I remember that at least we lost to a canadian team and was happy for Lanny and Killerin 89. 93 I remember well. My Hab buddies and I would get together for most of the games. However I wish I had watched more with my dad. I doubt he will see their next cup (if ever) now that he is in his 70's. I don't see any of my Hab friends from that time.
We no longer have much to be cheering for, or to make memories about. My stepson and grandson just don't care much about hockey, leaf fans anyway. My son in law likes the leafs a lot, but prefers the NFL and Pats(ugg Boston). My in laws are all fluent in french unlike myself, but somehow leaf fans. So there isn't anyone in my family to share this with once my dad is gone.
The habs have become far too frustrating. Selfish on my part, but I want a few grown up memories with my parents before they die. But it doesn't look like a thing with how this team tip toes around the shallow end of the pool, never making a splash and always wearing waterwings and floatie while trying to contain corporate costs. Risk adverse.
We need to pic a direction and go with it. I don't care if its trading vet for picks, or trading picks for vets. Staying in one spot and hoping for luck isn't working. And our record shows this.