So sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved pet sucks…..hard. But I can tell you first hand that things DO get better and you’re tough enough to get through this.Thank you everyone for the kind words. I'm going to take it easy the next few days and try to be nice to myself. Hug my dog (she's 14) and try not to be traumatized by the whole situation.
Just sucks. I hate it.
Please take care of yourself. You have my deepest sympathies.