I don't really feel like any of the poll options speak to me, other than maybe habit, so I'll just write a post. Hard to vote habit when I haven't watched more than two games in the last month, but I digress.
I'm a Leafs fan because I have accepted it as part of my identity. Everyone who cares about hockey in my life knows that I'm a Leafs fan, and they know that at any time I'm happy to engage in some friendly banter about hockey. Hockey is an easy language to connect with strangers around me and build new friendships.
There's this sandwich shop near where I work and it's the best place you've ever been, absolutely amazing food. I went in one day the other week wearing my Leafs hoodie and the two brothers who run the place started howling at me. I'm a regular so we've chatted a bunch over the last few months, but it was when I wore my hoodie that the gloves came off and suddenly we were roasting each other like fast friends of a decade. I had been giving my money to BRUINS FANS all this time, and it was the mutual appreciation of hockey and what the rivalries mean to us that has helped us build a deeper human connection. Hockey fandom on the internet is toxic (as is almost all social media), but in real life people are so excited to talk to other hockey fans. My in laws are Habs fans and it was talking hockey that really helped me develop a healthy relationship with my wife's father and uncles. We'd have found something else if it wasn't hockey, but it WAS hockey and for that I am forever thankful.
The habit of being a Leafs fan has become a history of being a Leafs fan, so I'm able to call on feelings of nostalgia and great memories. I was a kid when Joe Nieuwendyk stuck two through Lalime, so me and the other boys on the block wrote "Honk if you love the Leafs" on some crappy signs and waved them at the nearest intersection. We missed the entire second period because hundreds of cars honked at us, and everyone passing by asked us the score. I never wanted that intermission to end. The President of the United States just roasted the Leafs and our entire government gave a standing ovation for it, the Leafs are so much more than just a team that exists in the here and now. The Leafs slogan for a while was "The Passion that Unites us All" and I think that's very fitting.
And then of course there's just the parts of watching the Leafs that I actually enjoy. I love following a team and its players, and I like watching hockey. I am a massive fan of the team-building exercise and love pouring over contracts and playing GM simulators. Unfortunately, the league is so poisoned by the desire to screw fans for every penny that watching the game is insufferable at the moment, but this is just a moment like any other and it too shall pass. I love coming to the boards and talking shop or swapping hot takes with you lot, and I thank you all for being here with me.
I watch the Leafs because I have always and will always watch the Leafs. My motivations, reactions, and habits may change with time, but I'm a Leafs fan because it makes me happy to be one.