Kirk's Story - The Kirk Gibson Foundation for Parkinson's
Ironically in the late 90’s I ended up becoming part of the media with Fox Sports Detroit. Then stumbled into coaching when my good friend, Alan Trammell took the Manager’s job with the Detroit Tigers. From there another opportunity came along to be the Bench Coach with the Arizona Diamondbacks alongside another former teammate, Bob Melvin.
Unbelievably beyond that, I became the Manager in 2010 for the Diamondbacks and we won the National League Division in 2011.
Little did I know the biggest challenge of my lifetime would come four years later and I had no choice but to accept.
After being relieved by the Diamondbacks near the end of the 2014 season, I accepted an offer to telecast 60 games for the Detroit Tigers during the 2015 season. Opening Day in the broadcast booth is a day I’ll never forget. As we prepared to telecast the game, I was hit with great anxiety on camera which lasted throughout the entire game. During the postgame wrap up I totally locked up and was unable to talk. I knew I needed guidance on how to deal with the issues I had been ignoring … I contacted a good friend., two days later I was diagnosed with Parkinson’s Disease.
CHAPTER THREE
I felt overwhelmed and was not sure what this meant but was thinking the worst. I had encountered many negative thoughts on the field and overcame them by constantly affirming positive experiences …remembering how good success made me feel. I will use this again as I am faced with a “new” World Series…competing against my new opponent…Parkinson’s Disease.
Reflecting back, I try to understand the signals I had along the way. I can remember back in 2007 while I was shaving with my right hand, my left hand began to clutch. I thought it was weird at first but wiped it away. Often my neck became stiff and painful. My left arm became glued to my left side. It was diagnosed as a pinched C67 disc problem and I went on to have surgery to repair it. Surgery gave minimal relief. My left shoulder began to hurt so I had another surgery to alleviate that problem. I believed these ailments were caused by athletic wear from years of competition. There were other problems along the way but I asked myself if I was just getting old or is it something else? At times the anxiety made me feel like I couldn’t operate. Being out in public and covering it up was exhausting, starting to stick my hand in my pocket so nobody would notice. I started to limp when my left foot went forward. Again, pawning it off as an orthopedic problem.
Even though I saw medical personnel on a regular basis all through my years in sports – we missed it. And I lived in denial that something was wrong because my personality was to never give in to anything.