nameless1
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What have I started? For the record, Psycho Goreman doesn't belong in the company of these other films because its gore is mostly played for laughs, like body horror. It's hard to be disturbed when you're amused.
I'm not easily disturbed, but one film got me recently and it was from 1932, of all years. It was the horror "classic" Freaks, about a traveling "freak" show. The thing is that they cast actual people with deformities and conditions, including a person without arms or legs, another with no arms and several others with oddly shaped heads (as well as a number of dwarf actors, which was likely much more novel for 1932 than today). A big reason why I'm not easily disturbed by movies is that I know that they're fake. Here, I knew that it wasn't and that these actors actually lived like this and were likely plucked from actual carnivals and freak shows. It just felt uncommonly real and I couldn't shake the disturbing feeling that they were being exploited. That said, the film consistently portrays them positively and in a sympathetic light, so it can be argued that letting audiences see them as real people does more good than harm. I eventually saw it that way, but it didn't make it any easier for me to watch. What really disturbed me, though, is that it made me conscious of my own discomfort with deformity. I don't like looking at it and that's something that I'm not proud of, since they're still people like you and me. I'm also the kind of person who can watch buckets of fake blood, but even just a little bit of the real thing makes me squeamish. Anyways, that and my general state of shock are why I couldn't bring myself to review it. I've had 6 months to think about it and the rest of you are sharing your own personal admissions, though, so there's mine. It's a really old movie, but they say that truth is stranger than fiction and, for me, reality is more disturbing than make believe.
"One of us, one of us."
I believe I watched it, but it did not leave that much of an impression on me. That line is probably the only thing I remember from it.