This book starts out as a bit of a memoir- Tolstoy tells us that when he was young he committed every sin one can think of from theft, to lust, to challenging men to duels just so he could murder them. He begins writing and surrounds himself with other writers which turns into an echo chamber of the same ideas being repeated all the time. He achieves fame, wealth, and looks around and realizes he's really unhappy. His friends are morally bankrupt, and though he achieved what he wanted from life - writing- he realized that he was a deeply arrogant man who only wanted these things - fame, wealth, glory to fill his ego.
Tolstoy falls into a deep depression. He refuses to go hunting for fear he might commit suicide. He becomes deeply suicidal, and as time goes on it's not getting any better until he decides one day to look at those around him, those who haven't achieved fame, or wealth and asks himself what it is that keeps them going? He realizes that it's their faith.
Tolstoy again struggles with accepting God, because it's not something he can think of on an intellectual level, and thus falls again into despair. He continues to come back to God and then dismisses a lot of the Bible, as it makes no sense to him, but forms a faith based on living in search of God.
If it had or ended there, I would have thought it deserved 5 stars , but the rest of the book is spent rallying against science, scientists , the rich. He makes strong points about all even though I disagree with some. He rallies against tyrants , and how if the world would all turn to God, there would be no more violence. For someone who seems to understand humanity so well, he turns into an idealist and his arguments start to sputter.
Maybe in the early 1900's there were no studies on personality disorders - narcissism , sociopathy- and that these people will always see themselves as the true God, based on being mentally ill. There is no cure for this disorder. How do you convince someone who sees themselves as a God that they're the problem? That they need help? You can't , so because of this there will always be people wanting to start cults, always be people thirsting for any kind of power, always be people who surround themselves with powerful people so that they are connected to power, and there will always be those with little to no critical thinking who buy into someone's charisma and do their bidding for them. Violence is always going to exist, at both macro and micro levels, whether it's war, or domestic violence. So perhaps the answer is to round up those with diagnosed personality disorders and off them in one big act of violence? But what about those that come after? Will we do the same?
Thankfully the majority of the population doesn't have a personality disorder , and it's easy for people to seek God, but what about when things are going badly on a societal level? When the economy is in the dumps, and people are hungry , and suddenly someone comes along and seems to have all the answers , and those answers provide people with hope. And then this someone convinces the populace to give him power , and by doing that it will fix things, and only they can fix things. And knowing that people need someone to blame for their problems, the finger is pointed at a minority group. Mob mentality = mob violence.
This is where Tolstoy's argument falls flat, why war is as old as time, and why violence will always exist, God or not.
I could poke holes in tons and tons of Tolstoy's philosophical digressions, but to keep this short, I won't. The book was fine when the focus was on Tolstoy and his story, his journey, but went off the rails when he became blind to his idealism, and chose that lens, instead of an objective lens.
Tolstoy talks about how at the time of his writing that the world was morally bankrupt and society needed to turn back to God in order to cure it of its ills. I had to laugh and wonder what Tolstoy would think if he were alive today - take a look at social media, watch the news, or scroll the "live" section of tiktok for 5 minutes and it's not hard to see that a fairly large part of society has become morally bankrupt.
History shows that this is a cycle - turning to and away from God. I can't help but wonder, as Tolstoy suggests, that in the near future we will see society again noticing the moral rot(the worship of wealth, of porn, of reality stars, of social media stars , of material things, mass consumerism), the late stage capitalism that runs rampant in our society today , and search upwards, and inwards for God yet again. Time will tell.
5.0/10