A stark reminder about the realities of the universe who cares not about the emotional connections we as humans create, harbor, and cherish with those we know and even those we don't. Life can change in the blink of an eye. The fact this happened the day before the sister's wedding almost makes the totality of the tragedy seem surreal to the point where you can only ask yourself, "how could this happen?" only to be met with the harsher reality that this was merely a bad choice by a single person.
Having lost a few good buddies, there's always this pain, knowing that you must move forward. You have to. But knowing today that you have to get up tomorrow and face another day without them, which is this seemingly never-ending state of despair. Sometimes, it heals over time; sometimes, a hole is left inside you forever. There is no pain like the pain of loss. As incomprehensible as it is to imagine what the mother, father, and wife are going through with this loss, I know the hardest part rests on the shoulders of his wife to explain to the two kids what has happened.
The world definitely feels a lot less bright today. It's going to be less bright tomorrow and forever without Johnny. It's up to all of us to work on shining a bit brighter to make up for it.