I am so frustrated/mentally exhausted/anxious trying to do the right thing when many do not. I look at most people nowadays with disdain, my trust in humanity disappearing by the day. I don't believe or trust anyone in what they say or do. That goes for politicians, friends, neighbours, my kids, my wife. Everyone. I question the kids, under a swinging light in a grey room with no windows (lol). My wife gets a room with a window and is a difficult witness. Combative but ultimately cooperates. A little exaggeration, but not my state of mind, unfortunately.
I don't believe Dr. Warner when he shares his stories about essential workers getting sick. I personally know many who lie about their exposure risks to avoid COVID shame. I know many who coverup their shame by failing to disclose their close contacts in order to not be shamed or reproached by their friends or even family members. Then again, I know a construction site where they do not wear masks, and they are now struggling with a COVID outbreak. Everyone has to abide by the regulations.
Ottawa has no industry. Many work from home to a disproportionate amount compared to Toronto. There is no f***ing reason for the numbers to be so f***ing high. We are not Toronto. I do know this:
Last week a restaurant hosted a private party. 30 patrons. 26 are now sick.
An Easter gathering ended in ruins as the whole family got sick. The funny thing is, some got the UK variant, and some had good old fashioned COVID. Like, seriously?
In my neighborhood, a 19 yr old booked a limo bus full of like minded kids and of course, couldn't help themselves and shared their pics on Snap and TikTok. They were apprehended and fined. Parents in "disbelief" , of course, lying to protect their shame.
I live like a hermit, and am on my kids all the time because I am hearing more and more everyday that people are getting COVID. It is getting uncomfortably close. There are restaurants in Ottawa that were closing the blinds at 10 and continuing on. Speakeasys are everywhere.
I know we need more vaccines. But everyone is to blame. Trudeau for trying to negotiate with China only to be extorted and Canada lost four months of procurement. Like, how do you negotiate with a country that has kidnapped Canadians? Because he was naive and thought that they would get the first vaccine out. How naive and gullible.
Ford has been a bumbling disaster, folks. Enough with the folks shit. I can sympathize with him about vaccine shortages. But his inability to police worksites and refusal of targeting condensed workplaces with vaccine is a decision I simply cannot condone. COVID has turned into and ethically complex issue. Do you choose between saving lives and protecting healthcare by vaccinating the 50+, or do you try and control the spread. There isn't enough vaccine to do both. And you have to choose. He does not have the wisdom of Solomon. Reality is, in the event
@JD1 gets covid, he may be hospitalized. That is the issue here. The twenty or thirtysomething most likely can withstand from home. But that younger fellow could spread this bitch everywhere. Tough choice.
Sorry for the rant, but I am just struggling with this as of late. I know a lot of people are. I shudder to think getting COVID now would be an incredible catastrophe for me , personally. It is a mental challenge to suppress daily.