Praying you find some moments of peace as we go through this tragedy. Brutal and heartbreaking and evil.
Take care of yourself.
We all express ourselves in different ways and the team blew chunks tonight.
Its been 15 years since all that shit went down when I was a student. 15 years and not a goddamn thing has even been attempted to stop this shit. 23 years since Columbine, 15 years since Virginia Tech, 10 years since Sandy Hook. High schoolers, college students, elementary school students have all been killed en masse and not a single f***ing person with the ability to do something has done a goddamn thing to even try to attempt to stop this from happening again. And sure as shit, the past 24 hours have devolved into both sides of the political spectrum flinging sanctimonious bullshit toward the other side while trying to wash their hands of the blood.
And still, nobody is going to do a f***ing thing.
I found my peace over what happened years ago. I found it not too long after it happened because there was no sense in obsessing over it. But with every year this kind of shit keeps happening, and every year the f***ing politicians in power refuse to act, it only pisses me off more. Your thoughts and prayers ain't worth a f***ing shit anymore. They were never worth a f***ing thing. Those jackasses are all talk no action and its us citizens and soon to be our f***ing kids who are going to literally take the bullets to the chest so they can pocket more and more money from the gun lobby.
I'm not heartbroken over what happened in Texas. I'm furious. I'm furious this keeps happening. I'm furious that nothing will be done about it. I'm furious that Houston is about to hold a NRA convention over the weekend where their governor who passed executive orders that made it possible earlier this year for this 18 year old murderer to buy his guns and ammo will be speaking and honored. Literally while children who were gunned down in their classroom are being buried a few miles away.
f*** these motherf***ers in power. They have failed us citizens, and its only a matter of time before the backlash begins. And once it does, its going to get real f***ing bloody real f***ing quick.