I think its all mental with Matthews. His first game he is loose, no expectations, scores 4 goals. Then the fan base expects him to be the NEXT ONE, he goes into a scoring slump.
69 goals, and that next goal again becomes so hard and elusive. I feel the weight of expectations are like a burden for AM, like he is dragging a 45lb plate out there whenever all eyes and expectations are on him.
I know he wants it, he knows we want it, but the energy drawn from that at the back of your mind takes away from him naturally being who he is.
I AM 100% convinced he would be a different, BETTER, version of himself if there were no stats. If somehow he could just forget the points, the goals and just be someone no one expects anything from. Meditation? Yoga? Phil Jackson as an advisor? Sports therapy?
I am no pro athlete, best I did was 1st team at the university level. Wasn't hockey. I remember my best games where when I thought I was garbage, I was crap. All I could think about was previous coaches telling me you have to be in spot A when B happens, and you better bust ass to be there or else you are useless. All I wanted was to impress my teammates, because I wanted to show I belonged. When I thought like that, I had impressive games. Guys would come up to me after at the bar and say "Remember when you did this?" and describe plays I did, and I had no god damn recollection of what they were talking about. I was in some primal state, where my mind was not writing memories, I was just reacting, trying hard as hell not to be garbage. I would nod, pretending I remembered, but I had no clue what they were talking about. It's like every ounce of energy I had was in the moment and none was spared to admire or remember any of it. Those were my best games and those games made me one of the leaders of the team.... but then I started to think of myself as good and as a leader, and my performance wasn't as good. I needed to think I was garbage, I needed to think that I could be cut at any moment. I needed to tap into that primal fear of failure to play at the highest level.