Just real talk here and me being serious but I just get riled up and have this like "tunnel vision" where I become blinded by frustration and just can't control myself or think rationally and this happens on these boards and outside these boards. I just need to learn to adapt man.
And wow I just looked across the room at my drawer and it's f***ing broken af. Like, one of the shelves has totatlly and completely collapsed. f*** you, drawer.
Anyway, yeah I just get so blinded by anger that I just can't think and it harps on my mind for like 6 hours. Like when I went to Vegas I was trying to get my luggage and then the guy is like "where's my tip" and I'm like dude I paid the other guy and I couldn't get that out of my mind for hours. I just let these things get into my head rent free for so long, do any of you have this shit happen to you or is it just me?
I need to learn to just drop things and move the f*** on