Other: Mildly curious.
It may be the amount of work I've had the last number of years, but it feels like there hasn't been a build up like in years past, or perhaps there has, but with every other competing interest in an expanded market, it doesn't feel special.
I'm not excited. I'm not disinterested. I'm more curious than anything else, but to a lesser degree than I can remember.
I'm most focused on our club in an anticipatory fashion. Some are probably sick of me posting the date, July 1, 2025, and repeating that that's the event I'm waiting for...and if there's a playoffs surprise or two, I'll gladly accept it.
It could be a combination of a previous constant satisfaction with our 1st round draft picks hitting one bullseye after the other and the subsequent aggregate of the dread from constant 1st round exits (and one glimmer of a ROR led entry into the second round) that has left me calloused to the sort of enthusiasm I had around the game and all its extracurricular events.
It feels -- and it is -- incomplete not having Russia there, or the other four or so countries that should be there to make this a truly best on best competition.
And as if by extension that this is kind of an unattached, frivolous exercise, and the by-product of which is a mild curiosity, I'm a Canadian living in the US and I don't want Team Canada or Team USA to win -- I want Willy to light it up and be the star of the "tournament" and win because he's my favourite Leaf the last five or so years and seeing him win feels more right than seeing anyone else win given all the elements of this enterprise.
By extension, I'm so exhausted from the politicization of everything that ascribing national affiliation in this day and age feels antiquated. And that bothers me because I see that as the logical outcome of any number of efforts being made to make so many things, hauntingly unfamiliar.
I remember Canada Cups, the Olympics, I have Team Canada's greatest moments on hard copy, and maybe I'll tune in to more than just Tre Kroner games if I tune in and not watch highlights on The Youtubes.
But I think its an ill-timed, meaningless interruption to a very important season for this club, and the idea that this could be the most emotional we see some of our star players bothers me as much as the possibility of injury.
I'm thankful our goalies aren't going. Actually, I'm relieved they aren't going.
Edit: Other: Mildly curious and relieved.