I went to his viewing today. His mom and I were basket cases. I was worse. I kept kissing him and sobbing, taking to him, I placed a heartfelt letter with him and a king’s jersey. I just kept crying and crying. My heart is so broken. We were going to get married even though we were common law. His mom found comfort in all the posts here. He finally is at peace and the demons he felt he faced are gone. Much love to each and every one of you,