100% get that, and I'm the same way. I followed the Bruins first, my hometown team, and picked up the Sabres soon after. I got into hockey in the early 90s, and both teams were similar to each other. Blue collar, tough, hard hitting, and even played in cool old arenas with lots of ugly yellow paint. Loved watching Mogilny fly down the ice. Hasek became my favorite goalie. At the end of the day we're all just spectators watching for our own enjoyment and has zero bearing on who wins while I watch from home. The chips will fall where they will.
Just really sad seeing the current state of this franchise, recalling how fun they were to watch in the 90s, and looked like they were getting back on track after the 05 lockout after the whole Rigas mess. I would have never imagined things would get this bad back then but here we are. And it sucks. So much potential squandered