Wow, this is definitely not something I expected to see logging on. A huge thank you to all of you for your kind words and particularly
@Machinehead for not only being so thoughtful to do this, but for the incredibly kind video accompanying the thread.
I don't think of myself as anything special on this board. I'm just the guy who does the prospects thread, the guy who likes to say, "Back in my day..." when I'm really talking about something from 10 years ago, and the guy who reports all your asses. Oh you didn't know?
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In all seriousness, so much of what I've learned about hockey has come from interacting with all the people here. Though most of you are total dumbasses, there's an enormous amount of knowledge present on HFNYR. It's really a treasure, particularly when you compare it to the "discourse" on Twitter and Facebook and I imagine on the other social media things I'm too old and lame to have. As toxic as it can be at times, this is a really good place.
I started posting on HF back in the mid/late-90's. Sometimes I'd skip class and go to the library (really edgy) and surf the internet on the old-ass computers. I went by "never4gotti" which meant absolutely nothing but I think was a hook in some pop punk song at the time. I was predictably an idiot, but even back then I was able to interact with board luminaries like
@SingnBluesOnBroadway,
@Hunter Gathers, @jas, and so many more. Of course, I eventually got banned for being a shit head, and while I had some burner accounts over the years, I came back legitimately right after the first lockout. That's when I really started feeling the sense of community around here, with all of you who were like me, so genuinely happy that hockey was back. And from there I didn't look back on this place. SBOB gave me my first shot as a mod, I eventually moved up to admin, got tired of the bureaucracy of the place, and one night I went into my own user account and flipped off the admin switch. That was a surprisingly long time ago now that I think about it. We had a good run; SBOB, myself, Melrose (where are you buddy?), and
@Trxjw. And of course FLY, who is still kicking around here.
Anyway I can see I'm rambling. I could go on reminiscing about this place all night. I'll leave this thread with a few tips, take 'em or leave 'em, I don't f***ing care.
1. Don't feel like you have to have an opinion on everything. I used to get sucked into so many arguments here it literally caused me anxiety in real life. Now, I'll start writing a response to something, and stop myself. Do I really have a strong opinion on Brodzinski's future with the organization? No, I don't. And move on.
2. Use the ignore list. For a long time as a mod I really couldn't. I started using it a few years ago, and it's really great. You can still choose to see the ignored content everywhere, and see those blocked users, but it's nice to not have it be in your face.
3. Take a break from the board when the Rangers become too much. This is a hard place to be when you're an optimistic fan like me, and things aren't going well. It can really make you feel awful, even more than the Rangers make you feel it. Take a break.
4. Be kind to each other, even though--as I noted earlier--most of you are dumbasses, we're a community and it takes all kinds. A lot of us are even connected IRL, and we're here for each other. Like we just did, sometimes we even come together to help a fellow user in real life when they're in a tough spot. This is a good place. I once had my location as "Living in a van by the river" and an infrequent poster here messaged me to offer up a spot on his couch (genuinely) because he didn't understand my SNL reference. Again, be nice and take care of each other.
I've already written more than I should have. But thank you all, again, for this acknowledgement and everything else. Maybe I'll make a "cameo" video of myself, too, but for now I'll just leave a picture that means a lot to me, and makes me glad I'm part of this community.
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This is a fairly old picture. My little guy just turned 18 and is going to college next week. He was a Caps fan to torture me. I have a daughter who is older than my son was in this picture. My old man, and Islanders fan of course, left us five years ago. In terms of puck, you assholes are all I've got! LOL. Really, though, HF is a great place, and you're all really, really solid guys. I'm glad to be here, and I'm genuinely touched to know you all hold me in such high regard. Thanks for this.
Allen
EDIT: One last bit, I think this is an absolutely lovely idea, and I hope we consider doing some more of these. If not every year, at least when circumstances warrant. There are guys that were here before me, that really laid the foundation for what this board is, and I hope we can acknowledge them in the future. Especially since we've already lost several of them from our community. Gotta recognize them while they're still around.