Wouldn't you be embarrassed by that? Like, coming in a little out of shape is one thing. Particularly with Covid-19 and all that, things have been weird. But your teammates are generally in shape, or at least something close. And you look like you retired ten years ago and eat at buffets three meals per day. Don't you feel any shame, any guilt? If I was a teammate I'd be like, hey, man, we need you to get your shit together for the sake of the team, we can't win with you looking like Earthquake from Samurai Shodown. Really, it's being a bad teammate and I'd be pissed if I were one of his, and f***ing ashamed if I were him.